Pain of Love

To love and not be loved back
Is that the biggest pain
To wonder what I do lack
Be in doubt till I go insane

Perhaps in that small gesture
I seek what I hope to see
Breathe in, courage I muster
But no, I feel you laughing at me

Deny me my rightful place
You know me better than me
Maybe I am wrong in this case
I should have never thought of we

Still want to savour this moment
Don't  know if i will survive
Want to try till the very end
And make it work and be alive